- must I be answerable to what my brother does. How would I know why he doesn't want to go to his camp today?
- do I have to be the royal babysitter
- must I explain to his even his FREAKING OFFICER where he is and why
- does everyone ask me to talk to him and advise him
- does everyone assume I must take care of him when I am the YOUNGER ONE HERE.
- am I always the one who gets blamed when he pulls off another stunt
- do I have to listen to the nagging
- does my mum even bother to listen and believe his lies
- does my mum even CARE ANYMORE
- does my brother lack the cognitive abilities to perceive Cause > Effect? Can't he realise dat if he does a particular thing, it will get him into trouble? It's not like he hasn't done things that get him into trouble half a god-damn-zillion times
- does my mum assume I can stop him from doing what he wants, it's not like he nv HIT me before bcoz of petty thing
- does my brother want me to stop treating him like he's a little boy and scolding, and start treating him like he's got more seniority than me when he's such a little scumbag?
- does my mood have to dive along with his little escapades
- didn't his Detention Barracks lock him up for 10 months instead of 10 days
- didn't my mum end OUR misery by drowning him in a bucket when he was a baby
- didn't she end MY misery by drowning me when i was a baby
- do the adults still tell me to look out for him and "advise" him after SO MANY YEARS, at the FREAKING AGE OF 20
Haiz~ emo today evening. Stupid idiot spoilt my mood. Now my mum so kan-chiong, keep bugging me. I dun even care anymore. Nor do I look for any reasons why he does the things he does. Coz there are none. He doesn't care what he puts other people through so why should I care.... juz flop over and die lar.
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